I am not in a good place right now. I am fucking pissed, in other words. Kerwin will take a back seat.
Mak and Kerwin were talking this afternoon about how they perceive rejections from people to whom they extend invitations. Kerwin said, in all honesty, that he doesn’t mind rejections, except when they come from some very special people. These are the persons who Kerwin thinks are a notch above the rest, those he thinks are the best among the bunch.
The idiot. People disappoint. He will never learn.
And with that, I’m off to face the dark alone. Kerwin can never handle it, so I’m taking over, at least for tonight. Let’s see how different the experience really is.
It’s time to bring the fucking house down.